Don't you just hate it when you can't avoid being disappointed in things out of your control? Is it just me? Am I expecting too much? I am trained to stay positive in spite of uncontrollable environment, apparently, I am but it's hard. DAMN!
For instance in doing business, if my proposal or request is turned down, I won't dare to try anymore I'm not pushy. If you don't want to, fine! I will not insist. My frustrations comes out whenever I am working on a project and while on the process of having it done, I basically have this idea in mind already of how it will turn out but something happens along the way that I totally have no control over and all that's left to do is make a contingency plan or better yet make the necessary adjustment.
At times I just want to go some place where no one can hear me and just scream out my frustrations and disappointment. Sigh.
